Dark Wonderland

Jan. 25th, 2010

Results

The results of the lump were just swollen Lymph nodes, according to the doctor its fighting off infection(which I'm not sure it was).

As for the random pains...is still rather unknown = o =; they gave me questions like if I ever been in an accident, doing drugs, alcohol, etc etc: ofcourse no. So I have to get an appointment a mammogram( for lymph nodes) and hopefully get a scan around my upper body to see whats causing the pain. Thanks for the comment before<3 I'm doing my best to feel better!<3 hopefully the pain isn't something damaging, its strange enough feeling it everyday. Wish me luck V///V;

Jan. 20th, 2010

Something is wrong...

I can't stop crying...my body is acting strange lately..I feel pain around my rib cage area, very sharp pain...now today I felt lump(s) next to my chest area. FUCK I'm breaking down..I can't stop crying..connecting all the pain I been having all these weeks, now this!

I told my mom ofcourse...she was getting ready to go to a church meeting.

Mom wanted to carry me right away to the hospital,however..I told her to go and just go tomorrow(the church van already arrive anyway). I really hope its not bad..I don't want to think negative...yet tears is still flowing heh...

Dec. 25th, 2009

PRoject for Friends

ahh finally I can start this! its a surprise gift @A@ its for people I mostly talk to..and I talk to alot OTL I hope I can get it done D;

due? anytime D;

Dec. 17th, 2009

ahaha I'm so horrible XD such a horrible girl

lol I made my mom and brother worried about me XD Mom was like " She maybe went out..but her shoes is still here "Someone must of sneak in the house and took her away!" and bro is like " I was just talking to her!!" ahahahahaha Mom was the most worried ORZ..I was laughing my insides out XD...

baw I was hiding behind my brothers computer chair when he went to get the door = o =; LOL I didn't know that chair will be a good hiding spot XD its one of those big, office comfy ones XD.

I'm so horrible! Sorry Mom XD she thought it wasn't funny D; <3 baw

Dec. 15th, 2009

Is on break!

Well I started break yesterday! so happy! BUT I'm not relax at all because of all the secret santa I join = o =;; I counted 7 in total...and its not all in DA..but in different places = u =;;; I guess my mind was at one place at a time ORZ next time..I will stick to one site X_X

this one is currently done = o = its an old W.I.P since the finish version will melt your eyees out ; v ; you will see it on the 25th D;

Working on the second one..and will start the another one today hopefully D;

Nov. 11th, 2009

HO-SHIT! I got third place!

SO Happy D> I had alot of doubts, so shakey ; X ;..I picked the Hatsune Miku illustration book D> its the only prize I want.Congratz to the top 10!Naki did an amazing job as well ; v ;<333 *hugs to her*

Oct. 25th, 2009

full view

DA takes a while to upload it -u-

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Oct. 24th, 2009

part 2

meh..tired.. will think of something cool later

Oct. 23rd, 2009

imitation black fanart

lol vocaloid fanart from this video http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_2SgPM9ayAg&feature=player_profilepage

going to be gothic..ish, I love the video<3 LEN IS LIKE>.whoah! so purtyful

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Oct. 12th, 2009

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man I haven't been in a figure drawing class all this school term..time to get my butt back in gear D<..using posemaniacs XD

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Oct. 3rd, 2009

gosh finally XD

time to sleep..and fix it later..might be posted Sunday OTL

Sep. 30th, 2009

Zazzle

recently saw it on DA..it looks pretty cool<3 I'm doing it for fun, not sure if anyone will buy but who cares XD the graphic makes your work on the item real(ish) so cool ; u ;

http://www.zazzle.com/celestialvalkyrie

Sep. 26th, 2009

mmm

I feel like this all the time..artblock XD

Sep. 23rd, 2009

Club Ruush

Club Rush later today o_O my club is going to paint people..must avoid!

I should take pictures > u

Sep. 20th, 2009

Midterm already?

Yes my first year of college..and got a midterm already tomorrow OTL I been practicing chapters for weeks now..hope it helps me to get a good score V_V;